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Happy Sadder Day

by Nesta Rot

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1.
who could shake it what i mean ? why you hatin im not me ? oh them shrouded shadows following is it me ? is it a hollow me ? a shattered shard a hazardous cause a flipped up image rendered raw life pixelated culture blurred nickel plated ate my gold til its burned to melt some self sculpt a new the clay be dull so we use some glue that shit be dry so fuckin dry when them eyes done shift do you look to i for a reply conversationalist speechless smoke in my lungs come to dream less shown a new side probably folly grown up w pops taking shots of that poppy ask what she want murder she wrote says imma parasite take dewormers for the road always sad mayne always sad always mothafuckin sad mayne aint been a life if ya aint tantalised acting queen bee as an ant among flies slanted lines lit literates read in between for a reason seekin a secret greeting just to meet em imma beat em before the next hook text book example and still misunderstood so shamful an anvil to hammer my mood to what i desire within the fire i cook to a charred scarred effigy that resembles me jealousy when listening to the melody helplessly felt the need the urge ? mmyeah oh fuckin sure jekyll my time and forgetting just what ive come to learn shoot my shot to become a neutered dog hes chopped left to rot out his astral body up thru the planes eternally exiled in the meanwhile cut up my face to permanently see me smile always sad mayne always sad always mothafuckin sad mayne
2.
like uh whether it always goes like uh it never pled to show like uh fall into your kaleidoscope like uh fall into your kaleidoscope she drinks her drinks from the side she doesnt mind acidity she never thinks to apologize for what she did to me shes got glitter embedded in her skin cleans it reapplies it all too often we have arguments that are hard to win hardened grin of mine while hers is softened like uh whether it always goes like uh it never pled to show like uh fall into your kaleidoscope like uh fall into your kaleidoscope she rolls up blunts of keef within seconds it takes much longer for us to smoke it she comes first while me ? i come second thats our one rule: unspoken shes curbstompin my heart with moccasins while wearing dresses that arent in style getting called on and searched for by the cops again we made our stain and fade to shadows like uh whether it always goes like uh it never pled to show like uh fall into your kaleidoscope like uh fall into your kaleidoscope my girl and i - mismatched pair oh she and i - we just dont care my girl and i - disfigured mood oh she and i - fix it up crude she doesnt believe in feng shui thinks herself more a beckoning cat she leaves me so she can lead the way to sinking myself in her trap dont really know what her past tells she takes a few turns in the future her mood gloomy but that color scheme pastel my third vision reminisces views of her like uh whether it always goes like uh it never pled to show like uh fall into your kaleidoscope like uh fall into your kaleidoscope among the rocks shes like a gem hidden in the dirt it wasnt very likely to find her and i amidst them on a verge shes the surge in my psyche shes crystals in the sky of blankness to spread across my mind oh why i find i dont know but she knows shes got access to my head falling down a black hole: kaleidoscope my girl and i - mismatched pair oh she and i - we just dont care my girl and i - disfigured mood oh she and i - fix it up crude like uh whether it always goes like uh it never pled to show like uh fall into your kaleidoscope like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
3.
iGasm 02:01
when the hunnys strut by i gasm gasm and it comes summertime i gasm gasm as night falls i gasm shit even staring at the walls i gasm i gasm gasm i gasm when your body into spasms getting sloppy while i gasm i gasm gasm i just fuckin gasm wanna explore more of that while i i such sweet tooth goody goody gum drops this wood be turning pussy to a cum box stuffed em lots i wanna i wanna watch our filth from a still shot like a pin drop pills pop slip ya pic in my x files a double 0 agent under covers blown misbehave erect smile if its not my style shit im even more entitled dont be fussin dont dial up a scene baby just understand you belong to me baby every fantasy some songs even in your dreams baby must admit that i aint kept it clean lately
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gh0st dr34m5 02:02
dizzy hypnotic clock tick hot shit fix me a sprocket loose cognitive hot shit jimmied door pick lock dis medicine drawer assaulted pills he steal prolly swallin pills he be still poppin my bitch wiccan mix my hair locks and hex in her cauldron culprits get skulls lit intercept some sex in her sect in a sec the ho kiss what i poke with at her legs gotta history of anxiety and a style seamed w why these dreams like i fuck bout whatcha think when you lookin at me smile heel tap yonder piss stained yellow brick road residue scum high low life dwelling mid limbo well i excel in limbo askin "how low dis boi go ?" to the depths in which ya never seen befo some else dare to think spink illage on my page take a pill to guilt my quill to paint an image that i hate dizzy hypnotic clock tick hot shit fix me a sprocket loose cognitive hot shit jimmied door pick lock dis medicine drawer assaulted pills he steal prolly swallin pills he be still poppin my ghost dreams it seems to see whats me what i could be written in the key of my disease oh my soul intertwinement a different kind to divide it so stylish to try and find where them sirened minds went it lost this got them shadows intangled in a slip knot gripped scarf the gulag gallows strangled him he wish to cross styx but oft came w no payment so piss off pish posh his bod left to swang a bit and hang it in an aimless grip on personality control how the money rolls burn the whole salary was told to hold collateral had to pull a faster string them blood shot out them eyes and mines just full of counting sheep im dizzy hypnotic clock tick hot shit fix me a sprocket loose cognitive hot shit jimmied door pick lock dis medicine drawer assaulted pills he steal prolly swallin pills he be still poppin d d dizzy hypnotic clock tick hot shit fix me a sprocket loose cognitive hot shit jimmied door pick lock dis medicine drawer assaulted pills he steal prolly swallin pills he be still poppin
5.
yall crave the taste carving pentagram w sling blade im all yin yang and mayne i been same mental pentagone pent up house w a pending penned poem neck looking like a pressured pez dispenser pest a penalty to peck up at my pincers steppins to the mortals pedestal w pestle and mortar watching snippets of my vision off a fuckin camcorder ya bitch dont frown well the sun will rise this hitcha w a smile lick to style blink my eyes my eyes ego echoed eyes see no skeptics replicode this septic flow of mine when ya bitch dont all up in this shrine of mine tryna find some time to bind blind to the eye i need to scoop the insides to hide resort to crawl im all up for the notion my drive uninstalled defaulted hanged for roping my polter geists plan a heist on my skull to enlighten likened minds of my bulb thats voltage glow be broken its so cultish my fuckin puppet hands be bolted im so moved: predictable these visuals full of rituals clip my mood my pathos lasso'd on edge revenge exacted attack in tactics impracticed on bitches by the mastiff so they can talk that shit once i lock my grid render me lossless win i aint give it to em feel no sympathy simply pity since that situation stitch some patience til we fuckin feelin pretty ya bitch dont frown well the sun will rise this hitcha w a smile lick to style blink my eyes my eyes ego echoed eyes see no skeptics replicode this septic flow of mine when ya bitch dont as it cracks hazmat raid i hate shun data base hack plasma react ate the gun my thinking liquefied drink the drips inside lick that lap it up trap clap a fast erupt request a remedy ready before my residency dead sea resemble ren an stimpy's retinas deprived of rem sleep resurrect to remember me reanimate w analytics ya mans be litted plants be wilting sinkin to the sands of the sphynx's and a stone hand be grippin im fuckin slippin of the edge of reality in a vacuum sealed valley it seems my minds vitality get up to surround the scene survey surreal surrenders to compressioned sounds of me ya bitch dont frown well the sun will rise this hitcha w a smile lick to style blink my eyes my eyes ego echoed eyes see no skeptics replicode this septic flow of mine when ya when ya when ya bitch dont frown well the sun will rise this hitcha w a smile lick to style blink my eyes my eyes ego echoed eyes see no skeptics replicode this septic flow of mine when ya bitch dont
6.
engage in the primitive - eyes black eyes that of when the prisms lit - pissed off when your thinkers thick sink or swim rather be that rock gone be laying at the bottom feeding of the pop ya late shift nocturn face melt as that clock burns improper spinal fibers fuckin up my posture movin to the tribal fires out on the pasture lack dollos so they swallow hard liquor along w sorrow no hollows grab the molos and watch the rag burn engage in the primitive... engage in the primitive - eyes black eyes that of when the prisms lit - pissed off enslaved by the digital cyberpunk virus corrupted done fucked up the trojan wall - invade enraged w a psychostyle righteous path rippin holes up out that dry wall - wet cha whistle sissy sis sis system gone weak as them sheisty brittle bones i rigamotis another fiend to hone a finicky motive know this beat that box you know we slap that too prolly burp up purple on my black and blued body fuck a black and white thought sequence rather have those hues neurotically shock the cerebric deepend i know i you think i we taste that you hate that grin and i know i (grin) you think i (frown) we taste that (cow) you hate that grin transmission interference imma let my mannequins finish talkin manic diction oh where my mannerisms ? i mock that bird w no smock and some paint she wants to comprehend the thoughts squirmin thru my brain i noun that verb effective immediately she wants to compromise i say no way engage in the primitive - eyes black eyes that of when the prisms lit - pissed off enough of that razz matazz droppin dat acid jazz on your ass curbstompin bass drums over cranium got sizzles from the rippled rain drained out on the sun w zippos lined w pistols and not a single bullet imported mallet hoodwink snortin calvin til hes coolidge whack a mole til hes weak pack a bowl til its cheeched smash a hole til it bleeds listening to rabbi's holy speech while i curb stomp bass drums over cranium got spillage from the richest blood wrung out on the sun from the rag strung out hear the zap sing loud aggravated natural waste the faculae of the sun and engage in the primitive - eyes black eyes that of when the prisms lit - pissed off enlisted by the militant firesquad line em up along the berlin wall - invade with a 12 gauge psychostyle tightened grasp diggin holes up just to fill me up
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flippadomino 02:06
aint no ace of spades imma snake eyes guy i roll them dice them dice roll i rely on the scratches in da pool place the cue where ya want im in the queque i flippa domino, flippa flippa domino a hominid go where they wanna go a sillhouetta follow slow thats what it often show a flippa domino domino flips a domino come here steepy steppins i be weepin weapon of mass destruction dont got compassion for not one subject secretin stench of my enemies flesh from my breath when they come up on the scene they be late to see the blood wet cause that shit be dry so dry yo bitch ass cant fuck w it in my style a hyperlink delete free speech spiked some addicts hypocritic aromatic sniff them sifts to treat his habits asking aye can you gimme a lift, g ? a side order of business smell a bit fishy hell its risky i know i know i know get a bitch all frisky and flippa domino flippadomino flippa flippa domino a hominid go where they wanna go a sillhouetta follow slow thats what it often show a flippa domino, domino flips a domino aint no ace of spades imma snake eyes guy i roll them dice them dice roll i rely on the scratches in da pool place the cue where ya want im in the queque i flippa domino flips a flippa domino a hominid go where they wanna go a sillhouetta follow slow thats what it often show a flippa domino dominos flip a domino
8.
rot 00:54
my psyche the curdled milk in the fridge likely you gurgle it spit it out and attempt to rinse still a bacteria disco rapid hysteria i think so no i know so you hold some hope to choke on slow slither in the grass thick smog fog help miss them tracks stick them tacks back in the wall crumble crack and fall listen to mythomaniacs tell tall tales false and grippin nymophomaniacs by the balls then then fold em origami souls i stole em from yo body horns throbbin tail rattiling shepherd boi slaughterhouse bout to five them praised cattlemen and so it goes... rot mind lost in a
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The Gulag 03:50
sensory deprivation enemies heads empty brainless my escape from this barbed aryan chain link stained w candles lit candlabrum handle gripped poke em out make em plastic melt and the cancer sticks so i guess now i must be counter culture culture rather have me be minced meat in the mouth of a vulture sounds like a vulture drowning this ulcer w licks of butter nips surrounded by hypocrites and surround sound dips makes it all too real my lips are sealed stick that bag over face lookin like victim abu ghraib this clap this wave getcha body thrust w ampullae de lorenzini static charge feel like crooked antennae tv i mean really do you actually feel me ? i mean really imma lurk city imma lurk lurk lurk my mood sapphire pupils ruby from that fire emerald take me higher from theses bitches drip saliva drenched never quenched w diamonds in their eyes dimes and mints residing on my bathrooms table side got no change in your pocket got no change to offer when it affects you more or less the same why bother is it im comfortable w the unknown none of that known fate i dont show face keep the shutters closed why you poke your fuckin nose sniffin round my business i suppose it could be it could be thatcha nosey ring around the rosey pocket full of ashes other pocket full of my last stand fat man and little boy w a fast hand tuggin on a black strand of the finest that you could get in the land of where i reside in the land i go to go hide in the land of twisted tales w teeth push you to the extremes you gon lose it love it or x me this kingdom my fauna this stinglung flora my marijuana cops nodding in the crowd dolled up a new persona dont be dont be dont be acting like youre supposeda imma lurk city imma lurk lurk lurk my mood sapphire pupils ruby from that fire emerald take me higher from theses bitches drip saliva drenched never quenched w diamonds in their eyes dimes and mints residing on my bathrooms table side take that work back home let it affect let it affect me let it make me let it make me a dull boy they be crossin t's and dottin i's while i dox em tease em leave em w crossed eyes watchin rocks gone fly by horizon shattered abode of glass smoked out pour more ice in them cyanide drinks i clink to a toast relinquish your soul finish doin whatcha told what i wrote what i wrote they omit what i wrote what i wrote what i wrote they admit what i wrote imma lurk city imma lurk lurk lurk my mood sapphire pupils ruby from that fire emerald take me higher from theses bitches drip saliva drenched never quenched w diamonds in their eyes dimes and mints residing on my bathrooms table side
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Here With Me 03:18
baby warm me w your fire maybe we can pass the time talking bout you and i girl roaming the stars in the sky we can plant some flowers thatll grow to the trees where we can lay in the shade and youre here oh next to me oh oh youre here w me my loneliness you fixed w but just a kiss oh oh youre here w me your symponies id like to hear you sing baby burnt me w that fire never thought itd glow this bright talking bout you and i bloodied moon tonight we have flourished a garden that has bloomed w fruit i could eat and eat ill just never get full oh oh youre here w me my loneliness you fixed w but just a kiss oh oh youre here w me your symponies id like to hear you sing life can be an endless slumber we dont have to dream anymore

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released December 23, 2017

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Nesta Rot Providence, Rhode Island

Boston, MA / Prov, RI musician who dabbles in various genres, primarily hip hop and electronic music.

Check out my new album, Happy Sadder Day, a glitchy, psychedelic experience.

All writings, artwork, instrumentation, recordings, mixing and mastering done by me.
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