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Always Sad Mayne
01:53
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who could shake it what i mean ?
why you hatin im not me ?
oh them shrouded shadows following
is it me ? is it a hollow me ?
a shattered shard a hazardous cause
a flipped up image rendered raw
life pixelated culture blurred
nickel plated ate my gold til its burned
to melt some self sculpt a new
the clay be dull so we use some glue
that shit be dry so fuckin dry
when them eyes done shift do you look to i
for a reply conversationalist speechless
smoke in my lungs come to dream less
shown a new side probably folly
grown up w pops taking shots of that poppy
ask what she want murder she wrote
says imma parasite take dewormers for the road
always sad mayne always sad always mothafuckin sad mayne
aint been a life if ya aint tantalised
acting queen bee as an ant among flies
slanted lines lit literates read in between for a reason
seekin a secret greeting just to meet em
imma beat em before the next hook
text book example and still misunderstood
so shamful an anvil to hammer my mood
to what i desire within the fire i cook
to a charred scarred effigy that resembles me
jealousy when listening to the melody helplessly
felt the need the urge ? mmyeah oh fuckin sure
jekyll my time and forgetting just what ive come to learn
shoot my shot to become a neutered dog hes
chopped left to rot out his astral body
up thru the planes eternally exiled in the meanwhile
cut up my face to permanently see me smile
always sad mayne always sad always mothafuckin sad mayne
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like uh whether it always goes
like uh it never pled to show
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
she drinks her drinks from the side
she doesnt mind acidity
she never thinks to apologize
for what she did to me
shes got glitter embedded in her skin
cleans it reapplies it all too often
we have arguments that are hard to win
hardened grin of mine while hers is softened
like uh whether it always goes
like uh it never pled to show
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
she rolls up blunts of keef within seconds
it takes much longer for us to smoke it
she comes first while me ? i come second
thats our one rule: unspoken
shes curbstompin my heart with moccasins
while wearing dresses that arent in style
getting called on and searched for by the cops again
we made our stain and fade to shadows
like uh whether it always goes
like uh it never pled to show
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
my girl and i - mismatched pair
oh she and i - we just dont care
my girl and i - disfigured mood
oh she and i - fix it up crude
she doesnt believe in feng shui
thinks herself more a beckoning cat
she leaves me so she can lead the way
to sinking myself in her trap
dont really know what her past tells
she takes a few turns in the future
her mood gloomy but that color scheme pastel
my third vision reminisces views of her
like uh whether it always goes
like uh it never pled to show
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
among the rocks shes like a gem
hidden in the dirt it wasnt very likely
to find her and i amidst them
on a verge shes the surge in my psyche
shes crystals in the sky of blankness to spread
across my mind oh why i find i dont know
but she knows shes got access to my head
falling down a black hole: kaleidoscope
my girl and i - mismatched pair
oh she and i - we just dont care
my girl and i - disfigured mood
oh she and i - fix it up crude
like uh whether it always goes
like uh it never pled to show
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
like uh fall into your kaleidoscope
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3. |
iGasm
02:01
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when the hunnys strut by i gasm gasm
and it comes summertime i gasm gasm
as night falls i gasm
shit even staring at the walls i gasm
i gasm gasm i gasm
when your body into spasms getting sloppy while i gasm
i gasm gasm i just fuckin gasm
wanna explore more of that while i i
such sweet tooth goody goody gum drops
this wood be turning pussy to a cum box
stuffed em lots i wanna i wanna watch
our filth from a still shot
like a pin drop pills pop
slip ya pic in my x files
a double 0 agent under covers blown
misbehave erect smile
if its not my style shit im even more entitled
dont be fussin dont dial up a scene baby
just understand you belong to me baby
every fantasy some songs even in your dreams baby
must admit that i aint kept it clean lately
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4. |
gh0st dr34m5
02:02
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dizzy hypnotic clock tick hot shit
fix me a sprocket loose cognitive hot shit
jimmied door pick lock dis medicine drawer assaulted
pills he steal prolly swallin pills he be still poppin
my bitch wiccan mix my hair locks and hex
in her cauldron culprits get skulls lit
intercept some sex in her sect in a sec the ho kiss
what i poke with at her legs
gotta history of anxiety and a style seamed w why these dreams
like i fuck bout whatcha think when you lookin at me smile
heel tap yonder piss stained yellow brick road
residue scum high low life dwelling mid limbo
well i excel in limbo askin "how low dis boi go ?"
to the depths in which ya never seen befo
some else dare to think spink illage on my page
take a pill to guilt my quill to paint an image that i hate
dizzy hypnotic clock tick hot shit
fix me a sprocket loose cognitive hot shit
jimmied door pick lock dis medicine drawer assaulted
pills he steal prolly swallin pills he be still poppin
my ghost dreams
it seems to see whats me
what i could be
written in the key of my disease
oh my soul intertwinement
a different kind to divide it
so stylish to try and
find where them sirened minds went
it lost this got them shadows intangled in
a slip knot gripped scarf the gulag gallows strangled him
he wish to cross styx but oft came w no payment
so piss off pish posh his bod left to swang a bit
and hang it in an aimless grip on personality
control how the money rolls burn the whole salary
was told to hold collateral had to pull a faster string
them blood shot out them eyes and mines just full of counting sheep
im dizzy hypnotic clock tick hot shit
fix me a sprocket loose cognitive hot shit
jimmied door pick lock dis medicine drawer assaulted
pills he steal prolly swallin pills he be still poppin
d d dizzy hypnotic clock tick hot shit
fix me a sprocket loose cognitive hot shit
jimmied door pick lock dis medicine drawer assaulted
pills he steal prolly swallin pills he be still poppin
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5. |
Ya Bitch Don't Frown
03:29
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yall crave the taste carving pentagram
w sling blade im all yin yang and mayne i been same
mental pentagone
pent up house w a pending penned poem
neck looking like a pressured pez dispenser
pest a penalty to peck up at my pincers
steppins to the mortals pedestal w pestle and mortar
watching snippets of my vision off a fuckin camcorder
ya bitch dont frown well the sun will rise
this hitcha w a smile lick to style blink my eyes
my eyes ego echoed eyes
see no skeptics replicode this septic flow of mine
when ya bitch dont
all up in this shrine of mine
tryna find some time to bind
blind to the eye
i need to scoop the insides to hide
resort to crawl im all up for the notion
my drive uninstalled defaulted hanged for roping
my polter
geists plan a heist on my
skull to
enlighten likened minds of my
bulb thats
voltage glow be broken its so
cultish my fuckin puppet hands be bolted
im so moved: predictable
these visuals full of rituals clip my mood
my pathos lasso'd on edge revenge exacted
attack in tactics impracticed on bitches by the mastiff
so they can talk that shit
once i lock my grid
render me lossless win
i aint give it to em feel no sympathy
simply pity since that situation
stitch some patience
til we fuckin feelin pretty
ya bitch dont frown well the sun will rise
this hitcha w a smile lick to style blink my eyes
my eyes ego echoed eyes
see no skeptics replicode this septic flow of mine
when ya bitch dont
as it cracks hazmat raid i hate shun
data base hack plasma react ate the gun
my thinking liquefied drink the drips inside
lick that lap it up trap clap a fast erupt
request a remedy ready before my residency dead sea
resemble ren an stimpy's retinas deprived of rem sleep
resurrect to remember me reanimate w analytics
ya mans be litted plants be wilting
sinkin to the sands of the sphynx's
and a stone hand be grippin
im fuckin slippin of the edge of reality
in a vacuum sealed valley it seems
my minds vitality get up to surround the scene
survey surreal surrenders to compressioned sounds of me
ya bitch dont frown well the sun will rise
this hitcha w a smile lick to style blink my eyes
my eyes ego echoed eyes
see no skeptics replicode this septic flow of mine
when ya when ya when ya
bitch dont frown well the sun will rise
this hitcha w a smile lick to style blink my eyes
my eyes ego echoed eyes
see no skeptics replicode this septic flow of mine
when ya bitch dont
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6. |
When The Prism's Lit
02:51
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engage in the primitive - eyes black
eyes that of when the prisms lit - pissed off
when your thinkers thick
sink or swim
rather be that rock gone
be laying at the bottom
feeding of the pop ya
late shift nocturn
face melt as that clock burns
improper spinal fibers fuckin up my posture
movin to the tribal fires out on the pasture
lack dollos so they swallow
hard liquor along w sorrow
no hollows grab the molos
and watch the rag burn
engage in the primitive...
engage in the primitive - eyes black
eyes that of when the prisms lit - pissed off
enslaved by the digital cyberpunk
virus corrupted done fucked up the trojan wall - invade
enraged w a psychostyle righteous path
rippin holes up out that dry wall - wet cha whistle
sissy sis sis system gone
weak as them sheisty brittle bones
i rigamotis
another fiend to hone a finicky motive know this
beat that box you know we slap that too prolly
burp up purple on my black and blued body
fuck a black and white thought sequence
rather have those hues neurotically shock the cerebric deepend
i know i
you think i
we taste that
you hate that grin
and i know i (grin)
you think i (frown)
we taste that (cow)
you hate that grin
transmission interference imma let my mannequins finish
talkin manic diction oh where my mannerisms ?
i mock that bird w no smock and some paint
she wants to comprehend the thoughts squirmin thru my brain
i noun that verb effective immediately
she wants to compromise i say no way
engage in the primitive - eyes black
eyes that of when the prisms lit - pissed off
enough of that razz matazz
droppin dat acid jazz on your ass
curbstompin bass drums over cranium
got sizzles from the rippled rain drained out on the sun
w zippos lined w pistols and not a single bullet
imported mallet hoodwink snortin calvin til hes coolidge
whack a mole til hes weak
pack a bowl til its cheeched
smash a hole til it bleeds
listening to rabbi's holy speech while i
curb stomp bass drums over cranium
got spillage from the richest blood wrung out on the sun
from the rag strung out hear the zap sing loud
aggravated natural waste the faculae of the sun
and
engage in the primitive - eyes black
eyes that of when the prisms lit - pissed off
enlisted by the militant firesquad
line em up along the berlin wall - invade
with a 12 gauge psychostyle tightened grasp
diggin holes up just to fill me up
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7. |
flippadomino
02:06
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aint no ace of spades imma snake eyes guy
i roll them dice them dice roll i
rely on the scratches in da pool
place the cue where ya want im in the queque
i
flippa domino, flippa flippa domino
a hominid go where they wanna go
a sillhouetta follow slow
thats what it often show
a flippa domino domino flips a domino
come here steepy steppins i be weepin weapon
of mass destruction dont got compassion for not one subject
secretin stench of my enemies flesh from my breath when
they come up on the scene they be late to see the blood wet
cause that shit be dry so dry yo
bitch ass cant fuck w it in my style
a hyperlink delete free speech spiked some addicts
hypocritic aromatic sniff them sifts to treat his habits
asking aye can you gimme a lift, g ?
a side order of business smell a bit fishy
hell its risky i know i know i know
get a bitch all frisky and flippa domino
flippadomino flippa flippa domino
a hominid go where they wanna go
a sillhouetta follow slow thats what it often show
a flippa domino, domino flips a domino
aint no ace of spades imma snake eyes guy
i roll them dice them dice roll i
rely on the scratches in da pool
place the cue where ya want im in the queque
i
flippa domino flips a flippa domino
a hominid go where they wanna go
a sillhouetta follow slow
thats what it often show
a flippa domino dominos flip a domino
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rot
00:54
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my psyche the curdled milk in the fridge
likely you gurgle it spit it out and attempt to rinse
still a bacteria disco
rapid hysteria i think so
no i know so
you hold some hope to choke on slow
slither in the grass
thick smog fog help miss them tracks stick them tacks
back in the wall crumble crack and fall
listen to mythomaniacs tell tall tales false and
grippin nymophomaniacs by the balls then then
fold em origami
souls i stole em from yo body
horns throbbin tail rattiling
shepherd boi slaughterhouse bout to five them praised cattlemen
and so it goes...
rot mind lost in a
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9. |
The Gulag
03:50
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sensory deprivation enemies heads empty brainless
my escape from this barbed aryan chain link
stained w candles lit candlabrum handle gripped
poke em out make em plastic melt and the cancer sticks
so i guess now i must be counter culture
culture rather have me be minced meat in the mouth of a vulture
sounds like a vulture drowning this ulcer w licks of butter nips
surrounded by hypocrites and surround sound dips
makes it all too real
my lips are sealed
stick that bag over face
lookin like victim abu ghraib
this clap this wave getcha body thrust w
ampullae de lorenzini
static charge feel like crooked antennae tv
i mean really do you actually feel me ?
i mean really
imma lurk city
imma lurk lurk lurk
my mood sapphire
pupils ruby from that fire
emerald take me higher
from theses bitches drip saliva
drenched never quenched w diamonds in their eyes
dimes and mints residing on my bathrooms table side
got no change in your pocket got no change to offer
when it affects you more or less the same why bother
is it im comfortable w the unknown
none of that known fate i dont show face
keep the shutters closed why you poke your fuckin nose
sniffin round my business i suppose it could be
it could be thatcha nosey
ring around the rosey
pocket full of ashes
other pocket full of my last stand
fat man and little boy w a fast hand
tuggin on a black strand of the finest that you could get
in the land of where i reside
in the land i go to go hide
in the land of twisted tales w teeth
push you to the extremes you gon
lose it love it or x me
this kingdom my fauna
this stinglung flora my marijuana
cops nodding in the crowd dolled up a new persona
dont be dont be dont be acting like youre supposeda
imma lurk city
imma lurk lurk lurk
my mood sapphire
pupils ruby from that fire
emerald take me higher
from theses bitches drip saliva
drenched never quenched w diamonds in their eyes
dimes and mints residing on my bathrooms table side
take that work back home
let it affect let it affect me
let it make me
let it make me a dull boy
they be crossin t's and dottin i's while i
dox em tease em leave em w crossed eyes
watchin rocks gone fly by horizon
shattered abode of glass smoked out pour more ice in
them cyanide drinks i clink to a toast
relinquish your soul finish doin whatcha told
what i wrote what i wrote
they omit what i wrote
what i wrote what i wrote
they admit what i wrote
imma lurk city
imma lurk lurk lurk
my mood sapphire
pupils ruby from that fire
emerald take me higher
from theses bitches drip saliva
drenched never quenched w diamonds in their eyes
dimes and mints residing on my bathrooms table side
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10. |
Here With Me
03:18
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baby warm me w your fire
maybe we can pass the time
talking bout you and i girl
roaming the stars in the sky
we can plant some flowers
thatll grow to the trees
where we can lay in the shade
and youre here oh next to me
oh oh youre here w me
my loneliness you fixed w but just a kiss
oh oh youre here w me
your symponies id like to hear you sing
baby burnt me w that fire
never thought itd glow this bright
talking bout you and i
bloodied moon tonight
we have flourished a garden
that has bloomed w fruit
i could eat and eat
ill just never get full
oh oh youre here w me
my loneliness you fixed w but just a kiss
oh oh youre here w me
your symponies id like to hear you sing
life can be an endless slumber
we dont have to dream anymore
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Nesta Rot Providence, Rhode Island
Boston, MA / Prov, RI musician who dabbles in various genres, primarily hip hop and electronic
music.
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All writings, artwork, instrumentation, recordings, mixing and mastering done by me.
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